Figuring out Adulting

      Tik tok is an app that is really prevalent in my life. I am very interested in apps that take my mind off school. School is my biggest anxiety therefore when I have an escape from it I get very happy. For me tik tok is mindless scrolling the only issue I have with it is stopping. It is definitely addictive and I struggle with the addiction. I will lay down and say I will only be on it for a could minutes and then an hour goes by. I cant sleep without scrolling and I need to take study breaks to scroll and calm myself down. When is it a problem, is my relationship with tik tok harmful to me or is it truly just mindless and an great distraction. I really enjoy it because if I didn't scroll I would be stressed out all the time just thinking about school. I used to play games when I got stressed and I would time manage those better but I find tik tok is truly mindless for me. It does cause my brain to wander and not worry which is what I am looking for. I just need to work on bei

      With volleyball coming to an end I needed to come up with stuff to do in my free time. I have never lived a life without volleyball for as long as I can remember so finding a new definition is hard. I have began to be more involved in other sports. I have always loved going to other sporting events but have never really had the chance here. With no more practice I have had to chance to support my other friends at their games. Recently I have gone to the men's soccer games and am planning on going to the football, basketball and soccer this weekend.  I am very excited and love watching success of fellow athletes. With all of my best friends being fellow athletes being able to support them in their last games has been so heartwarming. I have been blessed with friends that have supported me at almost every game in my four years here so being able to go and support them finally has made me so happy. With soccer hosting the NCAA tournament this weekend I am pumped to see some of m